Maybe you go day to day and don't realize how lucky you are. Maybe you take for granted the impact that your friends have on your life, and that they are more tolerant of you than you realize. Maybe you can afford to be slightly complacent in catching up with them, or calling them. If you can answer yes to any or all of thee maybes.....you are a lucky person. I know I am.
But I think there is more to this post than me. ( I know I was a little shocked by that too - you know because it's always about me.) Let's see how far the rabbit hole goes, shall we? Damnit. Movie Quotes are taking over this morning. I apologize in advance.
My sweetest, dearest and oldest friend has had a rough time recently. It has really hurt that I can't be there for him. I can be there for him on the phone, through emails, and random other techie-based communication but it doesn't really feel the same. Ya know? But I realized today that it didn't matter. We talked through email the past few days and he made me understand that no matter how I talk with him, I talk. He knows that I'm there and I'm listening.
"Go ahead caller, I'm listening".
But I still am very pissed about why he is upset. I have never understood why people can be so heartless and physically cruel. How dare you lay a hand on someone else in anger?? I think its good I'm not heading his way anytime soon. I'm pretty sure that if I was I would track down the douche that beat him and teach him the meaning of anger. I swear to God I would discover a new color as I beat five colors of shit out of him.
Wow. Sorry. But that's how much it bothers me. *awkward*
I just want all my peeps to know that I'm here. I always here. I never left, I just got sidetracked. I get sidetracked alot. Its the ADD. Seriously. Well, wither that or its the coffee. Yeah, that's what it is, the coffee. LOL.
I love you all, especially my best guy. I have more people that love me than I show appreciation for. I know you guys are there, and I have never forgotten it.
Have a great AF day...wait, what????
