Fallen - When it hits a little to close to home....

I don't use the word 'heroes' often but when I do I mean it. It is a term that is all too often used without thought or regard for the actual meaning. Of course, the meaning have have many, as each person defines heroic action as something different.

I am fortunate to know many individuals who fall into my definition of 'hero' -- some may disagree with my use or definition of 'hero', but I know the sacrifices and the willingness of these people to put themselves in harm's way in the name of something more than themselves.

I call my husband and my closest military friends and family - heroes.

*Although I regard many, if not all, my civilian family and friends heroes - today I am remembering heroes of a different kind*

Honoring our fallen :

Air Force Major, Walter. E. Gray
13th Operational Sq, Ft. Carson.

 I meet you only once. I shared a welcoming Hello with you and we spole for only a few minutes. We exchanged pleasantries and you made me smile and laugh.
You were recognized and respected by all.
You and your sacrifice will never be forgotten. 

I can't help but tear up slightly as I write this.
I knew this man.

And as I write words of remembrance, I can't help but think of a wife, of a military man, writing something similar - but noting the name as Hamilton.
The sadness and terror I feel knowing that fate could have those roles reversed is far more than overwhelming; it is paralyzing. And in this moment I realize that I take for granted that I can welcome home my husband, my friends and my family after each deploy.

 But never again.

So, today, I remember Maj. Walter. E. Gray. 
You will never be forgotten.
Your sacrifice is honored.
Your memory will live on with the military members and their families.
Thank you.