-- Anyone get the reference on the title....if so, you get a cookie. --
I am reluctant to believe that anything that happens in a person's life happens for no apparent reason. Can a person go through the trials and tribulations of life; over come hurdles, or rejoice in happiness without knowing that somewhere your life has taken a turn; not by mere chance but because it was meant to be? Fate, perhaps? A preordained course on which your life is meant to follow?
Is it that easy? Is it that simple?
Maybe not. But when you sit there, quietly wondering how you have arrived at this point; some random moment in your life - do you not wonder why? Aren't you the least bit curious...why now, why here?
If you are a regular reader of this blog - you know I'm about as deep as a bathtub - but I'm not sure I am able or willing to believe that I have either fucked up this bad, or been this freaking lucky! Out of all the possible choices I have made, of all the craziness I have blindly navigated through, and of all the people my life has - no matter how briefly intersected - been a part of; why have I chosen the way I have? How have I KNOWN to chose the right course for me?
I mean really folks....I'm not that in tune with reality most of the time....so how in the hell did I do it?
Not to mention how the fuck did I not see the crazy twats that would eventually cause me to even have this insane self-analysis of my life! I mean really...HOW.
In the end I suppose I have been incredibly blessed. My path crossed with his, and that's where my life truly began. Not matter who enters my life from that point on; I shouldn't worry where it takes me or who is responsible - because he will always be with me.
Deep man. Really deep.
These late night self reflections have gotta stop.
