You ever had a moment where you feel that you have done something to annoy/anger/frustrate/otherwise 'peeve' someone?
I like it to - deja'vu...already seen. It isn't anything tangible - a specific situation or comment made by someone to me.....but rather a feeling. A sense that you have in some way or another, upset someone or something. The balance has shifted and you are waiting for it to fall.
No?
Meh....
Maybe it's just me.....
But nevertheless, I have this feeling. It's an awkward feeling. The kind of feeling you get when you know you have an important meeting the next day, or you are nervous about that doctors appt....a nervous and unbalanced feeling that is out of your control.
I know that someone out there is annoyed with me. And in an even stranger way, I think I know who and it comes as no surprise. Family can be the most cherished and most painful part of one's life. You can love them unconditionally and in the same breath they can cause you the most pain.
I may be the most laid back of all my family but in some ways I am the most sensitive and take everything to heart - whether it is of my own making or theirs. Maybe that is why I am always the punching bag.....
*sigh*
On to other things.....
Lists.....I love them. Most of the time they serve no other purpose other than a way for me to waste time and daydream about all the things I want to accomplish.....whether today of five years from now. I have completed few lists - since they always grow out of control and become overwhelming. However, I continue to use them, create them and find a strange sense of determination and peace when writing them.....
So I think I create a page dedicated to my list rambling.....
Who ever wishes to join me or create something that you wish to share with my viewers....message me. As you all know I rarely openly post comments left by others.....but in this case I will make the exception.
*stand by*
and
Carry on. :)
